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In the truck later, I was thumbing through it. Lots of great art there. We stopped so the boss could go inside his house and do whatever it was he did when we stopped there. I got to the end pages, and then the back jacket. I was reading that, kinda like the liner notes on a record, but for a book. I’m reading it to the end, learning about the author when all the sudden a pike of money slides out. It just kept coming out. Bill after bill.. I could feel it was old. My hands felt kind of musty. I got scared. My ears were hot. I couldn’t think so good. I bundled the wad of cash up, tucked it into my Official Official Im Not Old Im Classic Shirt hoodie, sweater. Here comes the boss. Back on the job I’m sweating it. What is this money? Who’s is it? Is this some kind of test? Is it God? It is X Mass time… I went inside the outhouse and counted out $1137.00. I never told anyone about it outside of my family for years. I was afraid soneone would claim it. I’d be branded a bad guy. It sure made a poor ass families Christmas that year though.
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My boyfriend bought a small tree. The kids and I spent weeks decorating little by little and tonight we made home made sugar cookies. I am not concerned if the ex is jealous or angry. I pondered it for a minute. He has not expressed anything negative. But all this sent my over thinking brain on a Official Official Im Not Old Im Classic Shirt hoodie, sweater. The kids want to be with me for Christmas Eve and Christmas morning. Asked me to make pancakes. They don’t want to wake up Christmas morning to his surfboard (wrapped in lights)“tree” and the cold, sterile feel of his home. Perhaps he is jealous. He always treated our marriage and parental styles as a competition. He HAD to be better than me. For the past 9 Christmas holidays he seemed jealous of the gifts I bought. He seemed irritated and bored and was such a downer hiding behind a fake smiling facade. The kids and I read his energy extremely well. He always had the kids open his one or two gifts first then would leave us in the living room and go off to his office to make endless phone calls to his family in France projecting happiness and utter…Fakeness.